A new divide I created within, to make sense of the infinite futility that lies inside…

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The Battle

Weakness of the heart
Eclipsed by the strength of the mind
My mind which shuts the door
On all the words
My heart wants to say to you
And as this cacophony of silence
resonates within
I live a lie
As you live blind

My mind won the battle
I lost the war

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Undead

I wear my heart on your sleeve
Act on your whims, thrust your blade in
Pierce my flesh and watch me bleed
Twist it around, let the blood ooze out
Onto your hands
See them glisten in the light
I see your delight
My pain is your pleasure
But a shadow in your eyes
To see me smile
With a bleeding heart
As you pined for my pain
You pined for redemption
But no, dear friend
We are far from the end
I see your confusion
Let me explain
You perceived
Your purpose to be complete
As mine bleeds to death
But take this as a lesson
You cannot kill
What is already dead


Rest in Pieces

Erase me
Like I erased you
Leave the pieces to rest
Walk away
There’s nothing here
Worth fighting for
This heart is cold
Colder than this world
The fire we danced around
Died with the winds of change
Our footprints remain
Waiting for the waves
To wash them away
Erase me
Like everything else
Go light a fire
In a different place
Dance
To your heart’s content
For this heart
Is done, laid to rest


It Won't Be Me

Bleeding before my eyes
You reach out for me
A beseeching look in your eyes
My mind tells me to reach out for you
My heart tells me to look away
In a battle of senses I lag behind
And the loser becomes my mind

But I’m sorry
It’s something I can’t explain
Don’t worry
Somebody will come your way
And help you up on your feet
But tonight it just won’t be me
It won’t be me

Bleeding before my eyes
You haunt me in my dreams
I make excuses for myself
But I know that I can’t escape
This reciprocal pain
So I’ll try to close my eyes
Overlook my mind
And try to find, peace inside

And all I can say is

I’m sorry
It’s something I can’t explain
Don’t worry
Somebody will come your way
And help you up on your feet
But tonight it just won’t be me
It won’t be me

I hope you find peace of mind
Without me
I hope you find beauty in life
Without me
Without me
Without me, tonight

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